Happy 8th Birthday, my Kacin!
You bring so much energy and fun into our family
and we love you for that.
What a Merry Christmas!
A very busy Christmas, too.
Santa was entirely too good to us.
Kacin, like always, was the first one up on Christmas morning.
He climbed into bed with us
and we eventually convinced E it was time to wake up
then L joined us
and when Kyler climbed out of bed
it was finally time.
E was first down the stairs to turn on the lights on the tree
while the rest of us anxiously waited at the top.
As is becoming tradition,
E told us Santa missed us this year,
but the boys know better and called his bluff.
After racing down the stairs,
our eyes beheld
all the wonderful gifts Santa brought us.
Legos, skateboards, bikes, a camera
everyone's wishes fulfilled.
Someone in our family
said to me last night
that we haven't gone to see Christmas lights this year.
Say what??!
Maybe we haven't made a special trip
to drive around in the car to see them,
but we have definitely laid eyes
on some beautiful lights this season.
We started with those zoo lights,
| Making our own wooden yo-yo's at the Toy Shop |
| Bruce the Spruce: The Talking Tree |
| Train ride! |
I was 19 the day that Eric and I got married and I had my whole perfect life PLANNED out—a time table, a list of goals, EXPECTATIONS, and dreams. But LIFE gave me something EVEN BETTER than my limited vision and plans: a chance to learn and grow and BECOME by experiencing infertility, foster care, adoption, special needs (autism) parenting, breast cancer, and more. Our lives are often challenging, PAINFUL, and complicated, yet it is no doubt that they are GLORIOUS, wonderful, and exciting, too. Our EXPERIENCES, the ones we DELIBERATELY seek out and the ones we would never have picked but we have to MUDDLE through anyways, SHAPE us. We CHOOSE what that shape will look like in the end by our ATTITUDE and our willingness to EMBRACE the moments of life. For it is the MOMENTS that DEFINE us. I choose to WALK FORWARD in the BRIGHTNESS of hope by noticing those moments, LEARNING as much as I can, SEEKING the good, and TRUSTING in a loving God.